if u are sick of my fangirlism then don`t read this post :D

anyways, i think i`m going to go crazy .
watching 娛樂百分百 and 海派甜心 is making me go crazy
like MAD crazy
i`m getting uncontrollably out of control (haha)
its like EVERY single thing he is doing
wether he is staring into space, talking, laughing out loud, even BREATHING
every damn movement is making me go head over heels
i really wonder where he gets all that charm to make me so madly in love with him. :x
URGH
its just everything EVERYTHING about him is so attractive and charming !!!
yeah people its none other than ...

( oh SERIOUSLY !!! how to not be crazy over such a hottie !!! ) :x



i think i will die if he decides to leave the entertainment industry
no seriously i think i will just stop living and just jump off some building~ :x
quoted from my brother " last time i thought that it was unbelievable and impossible for people
to commit suicide over their idols but after i see you i feel that it is possible "
HAHAHA. :X

i was watching BFB jus now..
like some cut out clip ... THIS clip



and i have no idea why but this wierd like : OMFG I LOVE HIM feeling totally whelmed up
i rly have no idea why
its like his sexy moves + his total excitesness ( wadeva man i have my own vocab !!!) + his laughter + his over enthusiasm IS JUST SO DAMN CHARMING !!!
oh god he is like making all that funny faces and crap then running back to xiao gui
feeling so proud of his "performance" going 一样的一样的一样的 duno how many freakin times
then wanting to get more points (...)

and this episode is EXCEPTIONALLY funny to me :D
cause it just keeps bringing out the cuteness in him !!!
i love the way he keeps shouting when he knows the answer and scaring the shit
out of everyone around him like shouting " I KNOW !!! and OH YEAH !!! "
i love the enthusiasm he has when he answers the questions
i love his confidence of winning everyone
i love how he likes to admire every angle of his face when he doesn`t notice the camera is shooting him
i love how he gets angry when xiao tian tian doesn`t wana give him points for not answering correctly
i love how he fights for his "rightful" points and arguing his way through
i love his arrogance when he gets the answer right
i love it when he acts kinda gay :D
i love his smile especially when he laughs out loud and shows his super white teeth ( they should make him endorse colgate haha or toothbrush :D )
i love it when he points at someone and starts to斗嘴 with them
i love how suckish his english is ( Xiao Tian Tian: "Are you sure ?" Xiao Zhu: "I`M SHOW" ) LOL...hahaha :D
i love how he acts so childish 好像小孩子 !!!
i love it when he acts like MJ and dances like him with his sassy moves !!! while laughing at the same time
i love it when he skips with joy feeling proud about his dance
i love it when he looks into the camera with eyes that can KILL even watching it on the com you feel so shy you have to look away
i love how serious and professionally he is in acting and takes up his character and puts in 101% effort in acting it
i love how he laughs at things instead of getting upset over it
i love his kiasuness
i love all the act cute faces he makes to the camera
i love his melodious laughter
and this is all my feeling in ONE episode of 百分百
i think i could write a book if i wana write about EVERYTHING i love about him
well actually i love EVERYTHING about him. :x

JUST WATCH IT
god ... loves it when he gets OVERLY-AGITATED :D
and at 3:47 i think i kept re-watching that part like 50 times ?
HE IS LIKE SO FREAKING AGITATED pointing to the camera !!!
and like was so eager to explain himself !!! AHH D: why so cute !!!



I know..haha its like kinda bian tai rite ?
like LOL why do i keep zooming in to every detail?
actually i have no idea myself
throughout everything my eyes will just shift to him
and i`d just look at him even when something is going on at the other end
its like wanting to see his reactions and everything !!!
omg ... im crazy I`M GOING CRAZY !!! :x
if i don`t stop this i`m sure i will become single the rest of my life..hahahaha. :x

I SHALL CHANNEL ALL THE EAGERNESS INTO MY STUDIES
SO I CAN GO TO TAIWAN AND BECOME LIKE THE ULTIMATE STALKER haha
:P thats my goal and its before 2012 so it can happen :D
hahaha @.@

I'm seriously going crazy!!! ._.



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okok this is another one of my rants again
so yeah hehe. :x

anyways yep theres actually something called the middle child syndrome
shocking much ?
and i think im suffering from it o.O
aiya, not surprising ok
i went to do a research about it
and ... here are the results

Yes, the “Middle Child Syndrome” is very real. Middle kids BEMOAN THEIR FATE as being ignored and often grow RESENTFUL of all the parental attention given to the oldest and the baby of the family, and feel short-shifted. Three kids triangulate sibling relationships, with one child at any given point feeling like the odd man out from the chumminess of the other two.Parents tend to be much more easy-going, less anxious, and less demanding with second child. Thus many middle children grow up with a more relaxed attitude towards life than their older siblings; though they have to compete for family attention against the milestones set by the oldest, and growing up in their shadow. Middle children have to try a little harder to “be heard” or get noticed. The middle child usually has to fight harder for the attention of their parents and therefore crave the family spotlight. They may feel that they do not get as much praise as the older children for simple firsts like tying a shoe or riding a bike. Those things just become expected.

The baby of the family basks in the sentimentality of being the last child, and are basically SPOILED ROTTEN. The youngest children tend to be most affectionate, and more sophisticated than their peers without older siblings to show them the ropes.


OKOK this is so so so scaring me ...
zomg so TRUE !!!
especially the part with the bemoaning of fate !!
hahaha, and the parents tend to be much more easy going blah blah blah
thus MANY MIDDLE CHILDREN GROW UP WITH MORE RELAXED ATTITUDE TOWARDS LIFE
Hmmm...that explains the heck caring attitude :x
hahaha but its really true like its is so fucking hard for me to get the attention
from my parents like when i tell them something they
fucking ignore and don`t give a damn to what im saying
but when my brother opens his mouth
everyone`s all ears
WTF la seriously
i once remembered my tuition teacher said
" the worst scenario is when a family of 3 has a boy as the oldest and another boy as the youngest"
WHY ???
"because the mommy will love the oldest boy more while the daddy will love the baby boy the most "
OH GREAT!!!! leaving the middle child to rot and die in this world =.=''
and that brings me to the point of the youngest child being SPOILED ROTTEN
yes ... SO TRUE
thats my brother ... the SPOILED ROTTEN ONE
i`m so freakin PISSED at the fact that he gets what he wants like ...
without even trying ?!

ARGH!!

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COOL shades on someone HOT! :D haha. ^^
Im currently rotting at home.
YAY ME !!!
Seriously yay. Im so glad i can finally be doing something that i excel at ...
ROTTING AT HOME AND WATCHING YLBFB LIKE THERES NO TMR
haha. :x
I guess its gona be like that for the next few days.
Or should i say for the rest of the holidays. lolol~
Haha. Suddenly have the urge of piercing my ear again~ ^^
Should i? Should i nt? haha. :x i've gt no idea~ o.o
^.^
Changed blogskin~ lolol~ took mii bout 1 hour to change it. haha.
I know its damn long. :x lolol~
change the damn blogskin till gt headache. LOL
Haha, think by the end of this holiday my eyesight cfm increase le lol.
Everyday other than using the com, its still usin the com. LOL. haha. (:

Heard tt there's physic extra lesson on monday..
and also a class test which will b counted for next year..LOL
Bo liao sia. next year, then take class test nw for wad? LOL. haha
I'm soo not gg this mon. its such a waste of my time.
i'll rather stay at home and SLEEP. ^^ haha.
Feel like droppin pure physic and CHINESE~ lolz. ._.
seriously dunno sia~ should i drop or not? haha.
My grades are like f9 for both subs. LOL. :x
CMI. lmao~ :x
If i drop i'll onli be left with 5 subs.. LOL. =.="
If i dun drop, it'll pull my whole results down. LOL.
diao. seriously dunno~ haha
nvm, next time the see how~ heck care for nw. ^^

lalala~ bb~ im off to my YLBFB world~ ^^ haha. :D

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im not on talking terms with my mom now =.='' again ...
she is starting to annoy me to no extend
why is she so freaking paranoid
i`m like a human and im not perfect ok !!
she makes something SOO damn small sound so HUGE
wtf seriously !!! WHATS WITH OLD PEOPLE AND THEIR RIDICULOUS EXAGGERATIONS !!!
i told her it was a misunderstanding and she still said it was my fault
so you know what
IM SICK OF IT
IM FUCKING SICK OF HER BEING SO PARANOID OVER NOTHING !!!
ITS LIKE WTF CAN`T SHE BE LIKE NORMAL PEOPLE
AND GET OVER WITH LIFE !!!!
CAN`T SHE THINK OF THINGS SIMPLY AND FORGET ABOUT IT
WHY MUST SHE HOLD ON TO DAMN GRUDGES AND NEVER FORGETTING IT
this makes me so sick
TOTALLY SICK !!! now when i look at her
i feel like puking, all that bad and sick feeling just comes back
i`m never guilty of anything that i have done in life !!!
i excel in NOT CARING ABOUT ANYTHING
OR RATHER HECK CARING ABOUT THINGS
fail like ????? tests HECK CARE
but no ~
SHE HAS TO BE SOOO FREAKIN NAGGY ABOUT EVERYTHING !!!
can`t she just LET IT BE ????
stop nagging and DWELLING OF STUFF FOR GOODNESS SAKE
its just making me pissed like there is no end
i don`t even wana talk to her URGH
to think that my life was getting BETTER
=.=''

oh wells
the only JOY in my life my idol O.o
like wtf la
haha but worth it
when i feel upset. watching yu le bai fen bai DOES WONDERS :D
im starting to laugh my ass off in 5 seconds when the show starts after crying for like 1 and a half hours ?
LOL :)
it`ll be no surprise if i committed suicide if he decides to leave the entertainment industry
hahaha :D



Another thing, if u haven't watched 海派甜心~
U MUS SOOO DO SO NOW!!!!
its like so freakin funny !!!! MUST HEAR THE INTRO SONG !!!
ITS XIAO ZHU`S SONG AND ITS SUPER UBER NICE !!
AHHHH I CANT WAIT FOR HIS DAMN ALBUM TO COME OUT !!!!
and the show is AWESOME !!!!
zomg !!! I EVEN FORGOTTEN THAT HE WAS SHOW LUO
when i watched 達浪 !!!
TOTAL CUTENESS !!! :D HE MADE MY DAY~!
and i watched it 2 times already :O
HEHEHE
WHAT !!!! i really love the character <3
AHHH okok his voice is attracting me
so i shall go make myself happy :D
its like he is ecstasy :D when you eat it u get really really really HAPPY :D
and when you don`t have it you get really really really sad
and its REALLY REALLY REALLY ADDICTIVE :D
hehehe OKOK BYE BYE :D

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if u are sick of my fangirlism then don`t read this post :D

anyways, i think i`m going to go crazy .
watching 娛樂百分百 and 海派甜心 is making me go crazy
like MAD crazy
i`m getting uncontrollably out of control (haha)
its like EVERY single thing he is doing
wether he is staring into space, talking, laughing out loud, even BREATHING
every damn movement is making me go head over heels
i really wonder where he gets all that charm to make me so madly in love with him. :x
URGH
its just everything EVERYTHING about him is so attractive and charming !!!
yeah people its none other than ...

( oh SERIOUSLY !!! how to not be crazy over such a hottie !!! ) :x



i think i will die if he decides to leave the entertainment industry
no seriously i think i will just stop living and just jump off some building~ :x
quoted from my brother " last time i thought that it was unbelievable and impossible for people
to commit suicide over their idols but after i see you i feel that it is possible "
HAHAHA. :X

i was watching BFB jus now..
like some cut out clip ... THIS clip



and i have no idea why but this wierd like : OMFG I LOVE HIM feeling totally whelmed up
i rly have no idea why
its like his sexy moves + his total excitesness ( wadeva man i have my own vocab !!!) + his laughter + his over enthusiasm IS JUST SO DAMN CHARMING !!!
oh god he is like making all that funny faces and crap then running back to xiao gui
feeling so proud of his "performance" going 一样的一样的一样的 duno how many freakin times
then wanting to get more points (...)

and this episode is EXCEPTIONALLY funny to me :D
cause it just keeps bringing out the cuteness in him !!!
i love the way he keeps shouting when he knows the answer and scaring the shit
out of everyone around him like shouting " I KNOW !!! and OH YEAH !!! "
i love the enthusiasm he has when he answers the questions
i love his confidence of winning everyone
i love how he likes to admire every angle of his face when he doesn`t notice the camera is shooting him
i love how he gets angry when xiao tian tian doesn`t wana give him points for not answering correctly
i love how he fights for his "rightful" points and arguing his way through
i love his arrogance when he gets the answer right
i love it when he acts kinda gay :D
i love his smile especially when he laughs out loud and shows his super white teeth ( they should make him endorse colgate haha or toothbrush :D )
i love it when he points at someone and starts to斗嘴 with them
i love how suckish his english is ( Xiao Tian Tian: "Are you sure ?" Xiao Zhu: "I`M SHOW" ) LOL...hahaha :D
i love how he acts so childish 好像小孩子 !!!
i love it when he acts like MJ and dances like him with his sassy moves !!! while laughing at the same time
i love it when he skips with joy feeling proud about his dance
i love it when he looks into the camera with eyes that can KILL even watching it on the com you feel so shy you have to look away
i love how serious and professionally he is in acting and takes up his character and puts in 101% effort in acting it
i love how he laughs at things instead of getting upset over it
i love his kiasuness
i love all the act cute faces he makes to the camera
i love his melodious laughter
and this is all my feeling in ONE episode of 百分百
i think i could write a book if i wana write about EVERYTHING i love about him
well actually i love EVERYTHING about him. :x

JUST WATCH IT
god ... loves it when he gets OVERLY-AGITATED :D
and at 3:47 i think i kept re-watching that part like 50 times ?
HE IS LIKE SO FREAKING AGITATED pointing to the camera !!!
and like was so eager to explain himself !!! AHH D: why so cute !!!



I know..haha its like kinda bian tai rite ?
like LOL why do i keep zooming in to every detail?
actually i have no idea myself
throughout everything my eyes will just shift to him
and i`d just look at him even when something is going on at the other end
its like wanting to see his reactions and everything !!!
omg ... im crazy I`M GOING CRAZY !!! :x
if i don`t stop this i`m sure i will become single the rest of my life..hahahaha. :x

I SHALL CHANNEL ALL THE EAGERNESS INTO MY STUDIES
SO I CAN GO TO TAIWAN AND BECOME LIKE THE ULTIMATE STALKER haha
:P thats my goal and its before 2012 so it can happen :D
hahaha @.@

I'm seriously going crazy!!! ._.



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okok this is another one of my rants again
so yeah hehe. :x

anyways yep theres actually something called the middle child syndrome
shocking much ?
and i think im suffering from it o.O
aiya, not surprising ok
i went to do a research about it
and ... here are the results

Yes, the “Middle Child Syndrome” is very real. Middle kids BEMOAN THEIR FATE as being ignored and often grow RESENTFUL of all the parental attention given to the oldest and the baby of the family, and feel short-shifted. Three kids triangulate sibling relationships, with one child at any given point feeling like the odd man out from the chumminess of the other two.Parents tend to be much more easy-going, less anxious, and less demanding with second child. Thus many middle children grow up with a more relaxed attitude towards life than their older siblings; though they have to compete for family attention against the milestones set by the oldest, and growing up in their shadow. Middle children have to try a little harder to “be heard” or get noticed. The middle child usually has to fight harder for the attention of their parents and therefore crave the family spotlight. They may feel that they do not get as much praise as the older children for simple firsts like tying a shoe or riding a bike. Those things just become expected.

The baby of the family basks in the sentimentality of being the last child, and are basically SPOILED ROTTEN. The youngest children tend to be most affectionate, and more sophisticated than their peers without older siblings to show them the ropes.


OKOK this is so so so scaring me ...
zomg so TRUE !!!
especially the part with the bemoaning of fate !!
hahaha, and the parents tend to be much more easy going blah blah blah
thus MANY MIDDLE CHILDREN GROW UP WITH MORE RELAXED ATTITUDE TOWARDS LIFE
Hmmm...that explains the heck caring attitude :x
hahaha but its really true like its is so fucking hard for me to get the attention
from my parents like when i tell them something they
fucking ignore and don`t give a damn to what im saying
but when my brother opens his mouth
everyone`s all ears
WTF la seriously
i once remembered my tuition teacher said
" the worst scenario is when a family of 3 has a boy as the oldest and another boy as the youngest"
WHY ???
"because the mommy will love the oldest boy more while the daddy will love the baby boy the most "
OH GREAT!!!! leaving the middle child to rot and die in this world =.=''
and that brings me to the point of the youngest child being SPOILED ROTTEN
yes ... SO TRUE
thats my brother ... the SPOILED ROTTEN ONE
i`m so freakin PISSED at the fact that he gets what he wants like ...
without even trying ?!

ARGH!!

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COOL shades on someone HOT! :D haha. ^^
Im currently rotting at home.
YAY ME !!!
Seriously yay. Im so glad i can finally be doing something that i excel at ...
ROTTING AT HOME AND WATCHING YLBFB LIKE THERES NO TMR
haha. :x
I guess its gona be like that for the next few days.
Or should i say for the rest of the holidays. lolol~
Haha. Suddenly have the urge of piercing my ear again~ ^^
Should i? Should i nt? haha. :x i've gt no idea~ o.o
^.^
Changed blogskin~ lolol~ took mii bout 1 hour to change it. haha.
I know its damn long. :x lolol~
change the damn blogskin till gt headache. LOL
Haha, think by the end of this holiday my eyesight cfm increase le lol.
Everyday other than using the com, its still usin the com. LOL. haha. (:

Heard tt there's physic extra lesson on monday..
and also a class test which will b counted for next year..LOL
Bo liao sia. next year, then take class test nw for wad? LOL. haha
I'm soo not gg this mon. its such a waste of my time.
i'll rather stay at home and SLEEP. ^^ haha.
Feel like droppin pure physic and CHINESE~ lolz. ._.
seriously dunno sia~ should i drop or not? haha.
My grades are like f9 for both subs. LOL. :x
CMI. lmao~ :x
If i drop i'll onli be left with 5 subs.. LOL. =.="
If i dun drop, it'll pull my whole results down. LOL.
diao. seriously dunno~ haha
nvm, next time the see how~ heck care for nw. ^^

lalala~ bb~ im off to my YLBFB world~ ^^ haha. :D

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im not on talking terms with my mom now =.='' again ...
she is starting to annoy me to no extend
why is she so freaking paranoid
i`m like a human and im not perfect ok !!
she makes something SOO damn small sound so HUGE
wtf seriously !!! WHATS WITH OLD PEOPLE AND THEIR RIDICULOUS EXAGGERATIONS !!!
i told her it was a misunderstanding and she still said it was my fault
so you know what
IM SICK OF IT
IM FUCKING SICK OF HER BEING SO PARANOID OVER NOTHING !!!
ITS LIKE WTF CAN`T SHE BE LIKE NORMAL PEOPLE
AND GET OVER WITH LIFE !!!!
CAN`T SHE THINK OF THINGS SIMPLY AND FORGET ABOUT IT
WHY MUST SHE HOLD ON TO DAMN GRUDGES AND NEVER FORGETTING IT
this makes me so sick
TOTALLY SICK !!! now when i look at her
i feel like puking, all that bad and sick feeling just comes back
i`m never guilty of anything that i have done in life !!!
i excel in NOT CARING ABOUT ANYTHING
OR RATHER HECK CARING ABOUT THINGS
fail like ????? tests HECK CARE
but no ~
SHE HAS TO BE SOOO FREAKIN NAGGY ABOUT EVERYTHING !!!
can`t she just LET IT BE ????
stop nagging and DWELLING OF STUFF FOR GOODNESS SAKE
its just making me pissed like there is no end
i don`t even wana talk to her URGH
to think that my life was getting BETTER
=.=''

oh wells
the only JOY in my life my idol O.o
like wtf la
haha but worth it
when i feel upset. watching yu le bai fen bai DOES WONDERS :D
im starting to laugh my ass off in 5 seconds when the show starts after crying for like 1 and a half hours ?
LOL :)
it`ll be no surprise if i committed suicide if he decides to leave the entertainment industry
hahaha :D



Another thing, if u haven't watched 海派甜心~
U MUS SOOO DO SO NOW!!!!
its like so freakin funny !!!! MUST HEAR THE INTRO SONG !!!
ITS XIAO ZHU`S SONG AND ITS SUPER UBER NICE !!
AHHHH I CANT WAIT FOR HIS DAMN ALBUM TO COME OUT !!!!
and the show is AWESOME !!!!
zomg !!! I EVEN FORGOTTEN THAT HE WAS SHOW LUO
when i watched 達浪 !!!
TOTAL CUTENESS !!! :D HE MADE MY DAY~!
and i watched it 2 times already :O
HEHEHE
WHAT !!!! i really love the character <3
AHHH okok his voice is attracting me
so i shall go make myself happy :D
its like he is ecstasy :D when you eat it u get really really really HAPPY :D
and when you don`t have it you get really really really sad
and its REALLY REALLY REALLY ADDICTIVE :D
hehehe OKOK BYE BYE :D

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